LM annual general meeting today. i didnt attend it. coz i giv up. i hear alot, see alot about "the ppls" this day. i dunno how to face those ppl. i cant act like nth happen. about me.. i feel so disappointed. normally i observe ppl well. feel about ppl, sense about ppl is all correct. but.. something happen. i think im wrong. i dunno i should continue my way my feel or.. whatever. i dunno. it confused me. im quite fed-up about the new committees. umm.. mayb some of them not. i dunno why they choose them laa. they cant see what i see? they wear a mask in front of them? they hoodwink them? ish. woeful laa.
dear miss lobak,
im sorry if i hurt u. i noe im straight. but i cant stand to keep it in my heart.
in my feel, my opinion.. i think u changed alot. i dunno bcoz ee or miss A or mayb miss B. ur attitude, the way u speak.. its diff. the way u giv me is like quite perfunctory. all the way are not that girl i noe at 1st. do u feel that? sometime.. i was curious. curious that do u think again what i say to u, what i told u, do u feel like changing some attitude after i told u ur shortcoming.. etc. friendship come and go easily. u're more far from us d. coz of them i think. u said u feel left out while wif us. but then.. do u think to come close to us? i feel ur words kinda contradiction. u didnt tell me u friend back wif miss C at 1st. i feel im just like a bitch got fool. btw.. i couldnt understand why u friend her back. i tot u dislike her..? or mayb hate her too..? u explained about it to me i noe. but in my opinion.. ur way are kinda two-face. being hypocritical in front of ppl. its lifeless. lastly.. pls dun sms during classes laa. umm.. i mean reduce.
girl, if u dunno who is miss A, B and C. u may ask me in msn.
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i wish we're together.
