i lose.. i lose to a ppl who dun even noe well more then half month. my position drop-ed. our distance is getting far-er and far-er. im so invisible. i tried.. tried to change everything, stay far away from problems. hmm.. but i think its so useless. everything i had done is so damn waste. u dun giv a damn to it. u ignore, dun care, perfunctory, etc. so i think.. i should ignore it too. dun care anything, everything.
sob's.
you just have to let some things go, close your eyes, and hope they turn out for the best.
