im aint speechless. i need time to express myself.

feel like crying, again. (this is like always i noe.) x'( im kinda lost. unable to do sth right. like lots things to do but i dunno where to start and what to do. i dunno how to express my feeling. and it cause lots prob/trouble. sigh. why everything hav to say out like black and white? why everything must hav an ans? why ppl like to ask ques? time flies, things really changed. things not in the situation? or in a new situation?