i dunno what to say.

skipped school today. ended final term exam.. so, no point goin to school lu. xD i'll start skipping school like nobody else business! LOL. actually its my business laa. but ofcoz i'll try not to get warning letter from school again! ish. well, i'll be start working tmr. coz.. i need money! for my taiwan trip! x) will not be online so often d. dun miss me ne. xD got a mission to do secret experiment wif audrey. shh...
hmm.. actually plan to go audrey's hse today to visit lil willie de lu. bad too bad she hav to work. so end up im here blogging. x( no chance to see him laa miss. gonna busy working and do our experiment u noe? cant u just bring him out huh? xD

i finished reading new moon within 4days. yea. 4days! how fast huh? haa. actually i couldnt understand every single word laa. but the story is too interesting till i cant stop a sec to check the dictionary. LOL. currently reading eclipse. i will slow down my reading speed laa this time. haa. later finish up everything then i dunno what to read d. =X and.. i cant wait.. cant wait to watch twilight in cinema!

realize my post getting shorter and shorter lu. sign. dunno what to blog laa. so.. like that lu. i will try my best to write it long laa. and i guess my blog not interesting too. everything in black and white. xD coz i dunno how to colour my words. as called as highlight laa k. i dun even highlight my notes or books if tcher didnt ask me to do that. haa.

thats all for today. xD

will post about my working day next.

toodles!

happy PMR!

another week again. exam.. sigh! todays maths totally kill me! i only did two ques. and other simply do. dead. mon and tue's history was ok ba. at least i noe what to write compare with past term. x) hmm.. econ paper can throw d. i dun even noe what is it asking. ish. can i drop it?! x( my bm essay.. speechless. i think i wrote them wrongly. i didnt read the ques nicely. careless! left 2 papers then im free! end topic.

LM duty for pmr today. only 5 form4s. actually got lots of us de. but now.. hmm... this is what before and after installation. everything is so reality.

gonna continue my twilight saga! bought it long time ago but no time to read. x) lets see how long i finish all. xP

i need a job! any introduce? i can start on the wed after next week. xD

today is 10/10. taiwan's national day. xD happy national day! ♥

my one week hols.

its thurs! one week hols is gonna end soon. sad case. hav to face the f__king exam again. sigh. 1st day history paper sumore. hmm.. this is my last post till pmr hols lu. =)

my one week hols quite full. and im happy! xD i bought 4cds this week. damn crazy. then, watch 2movie. which is painted skin and mama mia. haa. both nice. i like. btw, im broke too. xP audrey flied to HK. hmm.. miss her laa. my inbox without her msgs. sad. x(
when 1u today. dad drop mummy, bro and i off. then he went office to done his stuff. bumped into nicholas who working at monsoon-id. xD i realize i got 3 hairstylist friend! swt. wanna hav my hair cut b4 school reopen! gaa. but ofcoz i wont find u 3 to cut my hair. i dun wanna be a botak! LOL.

miss u! xP

STFU!

gaa! realize sth. f__k laa. totally speechless!

*keep it as a secret*

raining day.

monday oh monday. xD (ignore it pls)
went tuition as usual. bcoz of mr.steven laa. if not im sure not goin d lu. wasting my time! see mun only giv us answer and we copy. grr. sumore its raining. so f__king damn cold la. yer. im wif sweater d u noe!? hav a lil chat wif stupid steven. then he go yam cha d. chehh. then i went tuition lu.
well, i dunno what to say d. xD toodles.

no picture taken. x)

outing wif audrey tmr! cant wait cant wait.

phewx!

helloooo!
im back after a week of exam. hmm.. couldn't finish acc paper again. ish. done 3ques only. but i imbang the 1st ques laa. dunno correct anot. sigh. science paper2 seriously hard la. half dead there. econ paper2 couldn't finish too. wth. damn dead this time. x( i wanna improve laa! i didnt take addmaths d. damn hard for me. so, bye addmaths! =X
dunno whats the government thinking.. wanna extend our exam till nov7. haa. but luckily they changed their mind. we follow back the old exams time table. xP i hav more time to work! yeah!

hmm.. lots ppl complain abt my bloggie text font size huh?

sorry. x)

izit ok now?

Happy Mid Autumn Festival. C=

as call as mooncake festival laa. xD hmm.. didnt celebrate lu. coz i dun like to eat mooncake! im staying at home the whole day. and im watching tv the whole day. i didnt study at all. feel like dying laa. final exam is so damn hard lu i noe. really hope that i wont drop to p6. i cant stand to step into the class. i dun think i can really mix to the ppls. =X one more week to go. wish me luck fellow earth human!

Ooh yea.

this is my 100th post!

xo's

break record!

this week remain silence. dun ask me why. why we bcome like that? i hav no idea. i dunno why too! hard to talk back i think. mayb there's a gap between us. my feel not in a right time to do anything. shhh...

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im late to school 3days this week. i break my record this time. 3months 5times late. the 6th time i will be standing in front of the discipline room d. b4, i only late for 2 or 3times one whole year ne. wth. grr..

exams time table is out. 22sept-21sept. 9 more days to go. as u can see.. exam for a month! O.o crazy-ness! one week exam, one week hols, one week exam, one week hols again, then 2days exam. who the hell plan this time table huh? waste-ing the time. shyt! =X i need freedom!!

my heart can feel what my skin can't touch.

quietly.

owing to malays puasa, school ended at 12.35. my school life as usual. just abit quiet coz nobody talk to. awkward silence. my perception not bad de lu. no joke. i maintain independence and keep the initiative. its getting better.
im so energetic! i finish copying 26 well-known phrase, 2/3 chinese work book, prosa komsas... in school today! its kinda lot lu. x) besides still listening science, history, bc and moral. 1st time do so many things during school ne. haa. feel so satisfy lu.. no why.
final exam is on 22sept. heard the 1st paper will be acc. hope will finish doin all in 2 1/2 hours. found some study mood this few days. i must study! i cant follow up coz i dun even try. so now need to study and score in every papers.

crossing my finger, ticking the hope.

i believe.

after recess, kai nee came my class and tell me she didnt found my logo. its hard to find coz its not wif her. x( mayb ex-committee throw it? sign. i appreciate coz she say will continue finding it. C= although i dun really noe u well, but i believe u're not like what ppl say.

thank sky.

天空最近都在哭泣， 怎么了吗？平常的你让我感到开心；今天的你让我感到寂寞。

看清太多事情也许不好，睁一眼闭一眼会比较好吗？心存在着天使与恶魔，但天使总是败在恶魔下，我也力不从心。看清太多，使人不知与人相处。我们的关系渐渐得越来越远是我不知不觉，心只想不要太靠近。距离越近指挥看清更多，了解更多。人与人之间会因了解而分开。

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thank sky，寂寞时看看你让我找回元气。C=

be tough.

my girl is in trouble? yea i think. she's so not ok. the way i had never see b4. bcoz of the f__king no brain ant. mess up her good day. that stupid ant! wth. feel like kicking that ant's ass. slapping that ant wif a dirty smelly fish. really no brain! ant's sux!! ishx.

dear, dun think too much. its way too much for u to think about that. no one week k? one day is already enough for u to think about that meaningless stupid thing. sleep well. rest more but dun think more. take good care. drink more water coz i noe u'll waste ur tears. the sun is still shine tmr. x)

with <3

problems.

i lose.. i lose to a ppl who dun even noe well more then half month. my position drop-ed. our distance is getting far-er and far-er. im so invisible. i tried.. tried to change everything, stay far away from problems. hmm.. but i think its so useless. everything i had done is so damn waste. u dun giv a damn to it. u ignore, dun care, perfunctory, etc. so i think.. i should ignore it too. dun care anything, everything.

sob's.

you just have to let some things go, close your eyes, and hope they turn out for the best.

Defeat.

i didnt forget my lil bloggie. im just dunno how to express my feelings. many things happen.. my mind couldnt rest for even one sec. had bad dreams when i sleep. unknown pressure i guess. x(
LM annual general meeting today. i didnt attend it. coz i giv up. i hear alot, see alot about "the ppls" this day. i dunno how to face those ppl. i cant act like nth happen. about me.. i feel so disappointed. normally i observe ppl well. feel about ppl, sense about ppl is all correct. but.. something happen. i think im wrong. i dunno i should continue my way my feel or.. whatever. i dunno. it confused me. im quite fed-up about the new committees. umm.. mayb some of them not. i dunno why they choose them laa. they cant see what i see? they wear a mask in front of them? they hoodwink them? ish. woeful laa.

dear miss lobak,
im sorry if i hurt u. i noe im straight. but i cant stand to keep it in my heart.
in my feel, my opinion.. i think u changed alot. i dunno bcoz ee or miss A or mayb miss B. ur attitude, the way u speak.. its diff. the way u giv me is like quite perfunctory. all the way are not that girl i noe at 1st. do u feel that? sometime.. i was curious. curious that do u think again what i say to u, what i told u, do u feel like changing some attitude after i told u ur shortcoming.. etc. friendship come and go easily. u're more far from us d. coz of them i think. u said u feel left out while wif us. but then.. do u think to come close to us? i feel ur words kinda contradiction. u didnt tell me u friend back wif miss C at 1st. i feel im just like a bitch got fool. btw.. i couldnt understand why u friend her back. i tot u dislike her..? or mayb hate her too..? u explained about it to me i noe. but in my opinion.. ur way are kinda two-face. being hypocritical in front of ppl. its lifeless. lastly.. pls dun sms during classes laa. umm.. i mean reduce.

girl, if u dunno who is miss A, B and C. u may ask me in msn.

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i wish we're together.