was reportcard day yest. sis take the reportcard. she was late! actually not late la. owing to the not-so-responsible tcher. everyone go fast. just 11plus then im the last 4th. result was sux. my purata 41plus. when can i get back my 50plus!? damn.
watched The Dark Knight wif audrey after that. it was nice. but got scared twice. all bcoz of the sound effect laa. swt. and.. batman wasnt handsome! LOL. im having flu. then the cinema was so so so cold. im already wif my sweater laa. hmm. then hav lil shop. spend lot of money. gonna bankrupt lu. sigh.

then today. im damn tired. slept during bc period. =_="
hav to redo my moral project. coz tcher changed the format. ish.
this saturday im not goin to school!! im really lazy! xD

the 12th.

haa! last saturday i went midvalley along wif kellye and jee seng by cab from school. the "philipe". 7:30 am reached school. why so early? coz of some reason lu. dun tell u guys. xP then went kanna yam cha wif kell. after that went in to school for a small walk and chit chat while waiting jee seng. band was practice-ing.. they are cool! cant wait to the band competition. xD then, jee seng reached. but he hav to go LM awhile. so me and kell just continue our gossip gossip topic. xD around 10am, 3 of us headed to midvalley. the couple when to cinema to get their ticket. and me.. wait for audrey to come. soon, audrey came and they got their ticket too. we accompany audrey for her breakfast wif her family. x) after all.. when bowling place to met up mun mun and boon wei. since wei jie not there yet, we went da gei together! LOL. i won i won!! aiya.. coz boon wei dunno how to play laa. but.. im still happy. xD then its time for their movie. called wei jie and he's still in bus. 2nd call.. wei jie miss to get down from bus. so he's late for movie. haa. after they in for movie. i hav a lil shop wif audrey. lots ppl laa.. so we cant get to try a single clothes. just walk walk walk and walk. 2hours later.. hav our lunch together at prince cafe. then, wei jie, boon wei and mun mun went back to school prepare for H&G concert duty. me, audrey, kellye and jee seng continue our walk and when yam cha at long john. 7plus pm, went back to school. changed LM shirt.. prepare for duty too. audrey when H&G concert coz no transport back. we when concert too.. duty is right after concert. hmm.. H&G is quite bored. all of us syok sendiri there. haa! 8plus pm, audrey back lu. we continue syok sendiri lu. around 11pm, concert end. keep all the chair to basement. damn tired laa.

the 13th.

last sunday.. went cheer lu. xD no award for CALYX. but they did well this year. next year must better than this year yea. =D im totally totally totally a "phillipe" that day. at 1st jee seng not goin. but he skipped tuition. so.. im the "phillipe" between him and kell. rabbit late to cheer. no "phillipe" acc me this "phillipe". x( i sit there alone like a stupid lu. lots ppl say im very bright that day. =_= i dun mean to do that lu. i noe im bright too. ish. luckily mickey msg me. if not im really an idiot sitting there like nth else better to do. besides, im very tired coz duty and sleep late last night. while in the bus.. fall asleep man. Ooh my god laa. reached school.. jee seng, kellye. rabbit and me went for dinner lu. i didnt eat coz daddy is coming to fetch me. overall.. tired tired and still tired.

CALYX

CHARM

tmr & the day after tmr's plan.

to those who read my post b4 this. very sorry.. its all canceled. plan change. wont be goin to cheer tmr bcoz of some BIG prob. haihx.
new plan is very lame.. so not gonna post here. althought i didnt go for cheer. but u guys pls wear pink there and support our schools cheerleading squad baa. will be fun there. just too bad i couldnt make it there. anyway.. will be goin on sunday. if no changes laa. =X
sorry~

will hear me again very soon. x)

The world is cruel.

面具

**“有时，人要带着面具才能在这个社会生存。”我无法相信这句话竟是从一名初中一的学生口中说出来的！
**难道在学校也要带着面具吗？这复杂的社会已经惨不忍睹了，原本以为只有像校园这样的地方才是纯真的地方，没想到在这个纯真的天地里也要带着面具生活。

**好累，好累，我真的觉得好累！我已经没有力气去揭开谁或谁的面具去看个清楚，也没有力气去辨别谁有或没有戴面具。我只有坐在一旁观赏一个个四川川剧里“变脸”的把戏，看他们揭开一个又一个的面具，揭开了满面笑容的面具后，露出阴险恶毒的面孔...... 永远都揭不完，永远都无法看清楚面具下的真实面孔。

**忽然间，我觉得好恐怖！不知曾经有多少人是带着面具来对待我，来面对他所认识的每一个人的？不知谁是真的，谁是假的，还是...... 全部是假的？每天都要带着面具来掩饰自己，不能表达出自己内心真正的情感。难道他们不累吗？

**如果连这原本纯洁的学校里都要带着面具，还有哪里是没有面具的？我真想到一个透明的世界去，那里没有人戴面具，毫无保留，真实的表露出自己内心的情感，不虚伪，不造作。但，这个地方似乎是找遍了天涯海角到找不到的。

**有点失望，有点沮丧，手足无措，甚至有点绝望。我不知道自己是否应该和大家一样带着面具生活，带着面具掩饰自己，还是执著地追求着，以真实的自己来面对我身边的每一个人，以真实的面孔与他人沟通。

**在面具与真实之间存在了许多问号，谁能告诉我真正的答案呢？

这篇文章也许对某些人来说很眼熟，但我觉得他写的都对。

这世界就是如此残酷与现实。

在不知不觉中，可能已被别人捅了一刀，也可能被你身边的人欺骗、背叛。

你永远不会知道明天会发生什么事；这就是生活的体验。

*知人知面不知心*

好饱 好饱

好久没用华语写了... 就来用一下吧。xD

hmm.. 今天和家人到pyramid 的 SHOGUN 吃buffet 咯。本来是去summit hotel 吃buffet 的.. 还停好了车呢。 进到去，然后看到好像不好吃这样，又没人又冷门。我就提议去吃 SHOGUN 咯... 没吃过就去try 一下啦。O.o 爸转过来看了我们一下.. 然后说ok 喔。吓到我一下.. 这么好？不要怀疑.. 我们真的去了！哈！开心到.. 因为听说很好吃咯。xD 日本料理耶！我爱我爱..！哎哟.. 只要是吃的我都爱。xP
天啊pyramid 今天超多人的，停车都停到最高楼了呢。mega sale 的关系吗？哟.. 随便啦.. 哈！然后我们就去吃了咯。真的很多人咯... 我们进去都两点多了呢，还有人在吃叻。不过是真的很好吃啦.. 多人是应该的。xD SHOGUN 有很多种食物呢.. 就好像到了日本。哈！我觉得啦... 你们我就不懂啦。好吃当然就一直吃咯.. 吃得好饱啊。撑 撑 撑... x)

Danson and Joe is in the town.

head to pyramid wif audrey again. xD pyramid my 2nd home.

wake up early and plan to go audrey hse early. but too bad im wif transport prob again. ishx. went her hse around 12. then v went pyramid together wif bus. x) firstly, movie! bought the nanny diaries. quite nice. touching. i love that cute lil boy. hee.

then, v keep eat eat eat and eat. gasoline, mcd, ice-cream, gummies, tacoyaki.. etc. LOL. well.. its normal for us. that is what v usually do. so v're fat! shh... xD v took sticker photo as well. haa. long time didnt take d. so its abit ugly. nvm.. i got free snap. yeah. met bay at gasoline and dreams world. she is wif her boy and a "phillip".. her bro laa. xD after that.. hav a lil shopping. bought a cutie rabbit's hp accessory. then went to beebee's pinkie shop. snap some pics. hee.
around 6.30. v went summit. they kiss again promo tour. danson and joe will be there. share taxi wif some girls. coz no taxi wanna drive us there. there's bad traffic jam around that area. reached there.. lots ppl. after a short while.. damn hot laa. then audrey and i just see them for few mins. then v decided back to pyramid. 10 plus.. while waiting mummy to fetch. 3 dunno which dump country ppl stand near to me and dunno say what. after that one of them stand more close. he's already stick to me. wtf laa. then i just walk away quickly. wth laa. why malaysia got those ppl?? ishx.

beebee and i.lil rabbit. xD

me and audrey @ summit.

danson and joe.ppl mountain ppl sea. LOL.

boo!

hee. im here im here guys. was busy wif some stuff. hmm.. abit lazy to blog ne. xD but.. i'll still blog. LOL.

ytd was the skul's gotong-royong day. yea. LM duty day too. xD v had our duty after assembly. briefing at DK. after that.. the head, tsae shiang. and the follower, kok ming, pui yi, kellye and i. classes that v guard S1, S2, S3 and S5. haa. umm.. dunno i S3 or 5. then anything laa. S5! luckily i noe some ppl there. if not.. sure kena bully. the ppl was nice na. they help me lots. i dun even need to teach them or say out loud. xD thx laa. x) it take two period to done. and me.. i back to class at the 4th period. xD and its pjk! woohoo~ no need to change back skul-u after sweating. xP hmm.. ytd's duty not bad lu. at least no muscle pain for this time. hee.

woo~ today oh today. i love today!!
today was the camp party! expectation, excited. and and also happy! O.o
skul end.. after put our bags at DK. head to ipoh chicken rice to hav our lunch. omg! lots LMers laa. xD some committees went too. tsk tsk tsk. after lunch.. back to skul again. rest at DK. and wait for the camp party to start! Ooh well.. it delay again. =.=
around 2.30? haa. dunno. 2.30 i think. committees whistle. then the form4 LMers run fast into DK. omg! scare me laa. nearly cry out. suddenly got heart attack. the scary whistle. ishx. but.. blazing blue was the fastest. xD after terpukan.. settle down. sit sit. tchers giv out short speech. boon wei and jing mun too. then then sideshow time. memorable pics and toughing songs. phewx. i didnt cry. xD miss those day. umm.. ofcoz excluding push up. LOL.
award ceremony!! blazing blue got the champion of LM leadership camp '08. woohoo~! and also got the best terpukan award. yeah! seriously statement.. v didnt copy celcom and maxis!!
after that.. party time! xD a lot of foods. especially ice-cream. swt nya. mmg byk ice-cream lu. dunno how many box. tsk tsk tsk. and lots soft drinks. haa. while eating.. some take pics.. some playing and some chatting. xD after all.. clean up. its time to back. hmm... but for sure i havent back laa. bluekx. take some pics there. then amanda came. decided to go yam cha lu. but too bad when me, kell and pui yi walking past foyerA. pn.susan(discipline tcher) behind us. and stop us down. at 1st all of us dun dare to turn back. but wtf she keep shouting. so v just turn baa. well.. she caught pui yi. coz she didnt pin up her hair. =.= then me and kell sure walk away 1st laa. if not let her find out sth to catch? xD v wait pui yi at main gate for quite long lu. wait till no time to yam cha d. haiyaa.

fair nya. xD

my finger!! cute?

hijau hijau biru biru.

my guardian angel. mr.jun yang.

awards.. etc.

the days after exam.

3papers back.

the result was so omg sux.

even my arts.

the subject that almost everyone say im PRO de.

i only get 49marks!!

wtf laa.

im sure dying d.

haihx.

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为什么

我已努力，尽力地在我的课业方面下功夫

但

为什么

为什么有些人就是可以随便的做他们的考卷

然后得到好成绩

而我

绞尽脑汁地做

却得到如此烂的成绩

是我太失败吗

还是老天爷已放弃了我

（泪）

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will update again after i get more paper. x(

audrey's day.

celebrate audrey's bday.

kimgary.

redbox.

italiannies.

let the pictures talk. xD

ee theng camera shy?

nope. v smile. x)

in redbox. audrey, ee theng and me.

blur-ness.

in the toilet! xD

dinner time. italiannies.

the girls. rounie and ashley.

yummy food. haa.

while we're full. xD

cappuccino pie was so yummy! O.o

we hav our dinner from 8.30 till 10plus. was so full after that.

end.

photographer of the day: miss tong

*LM* Leadership Camp.

im back from dusun eco.. the training camp. x) damn tired. suffering everyday. blue black everywhere.. muscle everywhere. ishx. got dark skin colour sumore. and legs sensitive. x( but its all ok. really fall in love wif LM. xD learned leadership, team work, endurance, cooperative, do not believe ppl easily.. etc.

-1st day-

5.45am reached skul. late abt 15min. ishx.

actually must gather at 6am.. but as a penolong.. must reach early laa ofcoz.

gather all.. line up group by group. then morning jog.. 5round of tapak. crazy d. then blazing blue(my group) got punish.. mayb run too slow. then.. havent learn terpukan from ketua.. got punish again. then time for us to learn terpukan and slogan.. committees spot check our bags. phewx. luckily didnt bring barang larangan. after that.. each group got an egg and a bird egg.. our safe keeping. must take care of it.. bring it everywhere.. penasihat will check it every time. once broke.. tolak markah. besides.. also got a camp book and a dear diary. hav to write diary everyday. then.. guardian angel. hav to guard a ppl during camp. then.. time to leave. take our luggage.. move all to back gate.. wait for our bus.

afternoon i think.. v reached there. then saw two lorry there waiting.. tot v gonna sit it up to the mountain.. but its for our luggage. luggage hav the good treatment than us. x( then v run up. tired! ppl who climb mountain b4 can feel how tired is it. then gather at canteen.. punish again.. run too slow. then.. pass all of the luggage up to our camp side. canteen till camp side.. 100 step of stairs i guess.. or mayb more. crazy d.

settle all.. cooking competition. then finish eating.. run down for next activity.. kayaking. after that.. bath.. committees say 20min.. but i feel thats only 10 or 15min. then..talent time. got scolded.. say v copy this copy that. then dinner.. very omg.. cant describe. after that.. public speaking.. didnt say much.. my title is 'beauty'.. speechless. then night trekking/mini games/minesweeper and taklimat pantang-larang perkhemahan. then midnight i guess.. sleep. no time to write dear diary.

-2nd day-

wake up very early.. dunno what time. the sky is still very dark. activities start.. run down to the canteen quietly coz got other skul there too. they're in the dreams and v're running. jungle trekking/alphabet games. after that only hav our breakfast. the fried rice.. sour de. milo.. weird weird de. yuckx. after that.. treasure hunt/amazing race/obstacle race(my blue black comes from here)/sketch and drama.. lunch/dinner.. bath..(this part all campur d.. dunno which 1st.. coz i forget d. xD). when gather for amazing race.. not feeling well d laa. heart pain.. feel like vomiting.. dizzying. then cepat tell pui yee(penolong ketua publisiti) lu.. ajk eksekutif of camp. then rest at canteen.. after that i fall asleep.. too tired i guess. then she wake me up and giv me a cup of warm water.. thx ne. then i feel ok d.. join back my group. team work lu. that time they're catching ants pulak. xD then i help to catch too. after all.. pack some of our things.. coz goin back d. midnight again i guess.. camp fire! love this part. everyone damn high gei. xD v dance.. v sing.. v play.. v hav fun!! haa! all the campers.. committees.. ex-committees and tchers. v play together. lots of happiness. <3

then very very late i guess.. time for sleep.

-last day-

wake up quite early.. the sky not that dark as last morning. jee seng(penolong ketua tugasan).. "ee" that i always say.. kell's dear.. xD bring us hav our morning jog.. run one round. tired nya. then gather.. time for our breakfast. the yummy-est food that i had during camp.. eggs, jam and kaya for biscuits and breads, milo, fried mee... full nya. xD then rest and write guardian angel's letter. after that.. next activity.. kamikaze. show our team work. then mission impossi-ball.. dogde ball as called. then then.. go back pack our things. its time to back. pick up those rubbish.. water bottles.. etc. gather.. pass down our luggage.. laught laught laught.. coz of boon wei(ketua wakil kelas) lu.. stand bside me.. he keep saying those funny funny things. swt. xD

after all.. lunch time. then finally.. i saw the clock! this few days.. its cover by two A4 paper. after saw it.. woo.. too high.. shout laa.. but i think someone bu shuang me. =X sorry.. its my wrong laa.. but really too high. =D

then.. put our luggage up to the lorry. prepare run down. cant run de sit lorry lu.. think of sitting.. but my group got two cant run.. so left 5 ppl. as a penolong.. run baa. x) go! run sambil sing. happy day. then im the 2nd girl's camper that reach there ne.. xD 1st is suet ping lu. then wait for others.. then move our luggage up to the bus. then gather again.. terpukan time. learn terpukan from other group.. the last time v play our terpukan there. must semangat laa. yesh! then take pics there. then say bye to dusun eco.. x)

in the bus.. write diary lu.. couldnt finish it.. x( then reached skul.. move all the luggage back to skul. v gather again.. then group by group.. sit in a circle. camper's reflection time. vote who should be.. president, secretary, ppl who can cook and ppl who can repair in our own group. then vote the best campers.. a girl and a boy.. then also vote 5 ppl that can help ketua. after that.. campers sit in a big circle.. giv out present to our guardian angel. finally i noe my guardian angel.. mr. ng jun yang! so surprise.. thx u very muchiiee.. hug him after that.. xD then got present from miss. har hou yan.. i guard her during camp. x) add oil girl.

then then then... gather and terpukan again. run here and there again. time to say bye. thx to all committees.. penasihat.. everyone. xD

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beside that.. learned WHATEVER, WHATEVER LOSER, TALK TO THE HAND, VERY VERY VERY LAME, U GOTTA DOWN SUCKER, MY MOTHER WORK AT McDONALD.. etc. its all from fiona(ketua tugasan). xD

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special thx to Blazing Blue's teammates.. pin lit, xin yuan, huei mien, chee kuan, pui yi and chang meng. thank u very much to u guys.. penolong ketua quite useless i noe. got some punish coz of me.. sorry. then thx to xin yuan.. help me up alot. my penolong.. x)

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had memorable days. miss those day.. althought its really tired.. run, ear squats and pumping everyday. x) but.. i love LM. never-ending story. ♥

wif my girl.

as u can see.. i cant wait till the day im back from camp. xD

today.. went KL wif my girl.. AUDREY !

actually goin kuang cheng skul's carnival then go pavilion.. but some transport prob.. im late to her hse. then when in the bus.. v decided to go pavilion straight away. x) the bus so f__king lots ppl la.. lots blackiiee. ishx. then abt 1hour only reach KL central. after that sit monorail go bukit bintang lu. 100years didnt go d ne. damn miss there. i like KL laa.. but no one acc me there. x) luckily i got her! bwahahaha. then then.. walk to pavilion lu. 1st thing.. eat. xD v're so damn hungry that time. pergi wong kok lu. good view there. but too bad v didnt get the window-side sit. but nvm.. nice place and yummy food. xD then shopping shopping awhile lu. then tired d.. ok.. lets go. O.o saw yuan ning and frens holding 'free hugs' board outside pavilion. then then tot of walking to timesquare.. but there's too hot outside. so.. fine.. lets back. monorial.. then bus. when in the bus...

me: so.. goin where next?

girl: umm.. mummy at mid now.. so where u wanna go??

me: then go mid lu..

girl: but nth to walk wor..

me: then pyramid?

girl: long time didnt go 1U le..

me: far laa girl.. how v go o?

girl: ishx. mid? pyramid?

me: mid? pyramid? mid? pyramid?

girl: aiya.. pyramid laa.

me: ok lu. xD

reached there.. shopping shopping then eat again. xD gasoline! when go in.. a guy dunno why keep looking at me then walk damn near bside me. mayb i often go there lu. xD ytd only went wif kell. then chat chat.. gossip gossip. x) then.. walk walk lu. wanna watch movie.. but not on time. then help audrey's mummy see got ticket for movie not. then walk walk again. finally.. her mummy and sis reached.. v pergi bowling lu. i didnt play coz dunno how to play. xD after that.. then yam cha baa.. segafredo. 1st time there.. all coffee drinks. i dun like coffee.. but i drink laa. xD mocha! nice laa.. but too 'coffee' for me.. so i change change milky mint wif audrey.. two also drink. xD then wait her mummy join us lu.. chat chat there. then around 11pm.. balik lu.

我回来了！xD

520 - Aquarius babiiee's 1st year anniversary <3

522 - mun ling's sweet sixteen.

im back im back. exam week.. so not online-ing. miss me?? xD i noe someone did. bluekx.
ishx. im gonna die. gonna fail all subject..!! all die in essay part. science.. i dunno how to do.. blank lots. bm.. dunno apa tu soalan.. dunno how to do.. simply write. econ.. ishx. sure die de.. subjective 60%.. i think i'll get less then 5%. believe me.. i blank blank blank. did my studies.. but still dun understand.. regret d laa. why i dun listen in class!?! arghhhh... one word for my exam.. die. after hols exam still on. wtf rite? hols pun tak boleh enjoy. x(

goin leadership camp for 3days2nights. 26-28May. training training lu. but committees sure train us till half dead. penolong ketua of group blue sumore. committees sure very jin gak de. ishx. so... dun miss me yea. dun sms me.. call me.. whatever laa. coz no phone is allow. watches pun not allow. very swt de. will blog after i back yea. not free recently. doin my group name tags and flag. rushing~
see u guys on 29th! miss u!

TTC Seminar.

seminar today. science lu.. the subject that i dun even touch the text book. =X err.. try my best to understand all today. hope i can do well in exam laa. hmm... and i realize.. yu qin teach till quite nice. x) i wanna take his class!! wait me!! next month...!! xD
after seminar.. pyramid for sure. xD then gasoline lu. our fav yam cha place. then find my girl's pressiiiee. then buy our camp thingy. 1st time stay in guardian and watson more then 10min. xD then saw mr.rabbit!! funny laa him. tsk tsk tsk! xP really a rabbit. shhh...

yu qin on the phone. tsk tsk tsk.

ppls. x)

ah lai kacau byk!! xD

blue blue blue!

pui yi, kellye, tong. x)

gasoline.